Strange Video…

July 29, 2007

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Test Video

July 29, 2007

Needless to say, this is one of the more interesting cakes I’ve seen anywhere

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5 years

June 11, 2007

Five years have passed since my father died.  This year was strangely harder than previous.  It was actually one where I felt really upset that he would never be here.  He never met my wife- but the hardest thing about this year is that I had a VERY random thought that he’d never- EVER- meet my son, and that was very upsetting.

 I actually had a ‘vision’ about 2 days from what would have been his 74th birthday.  This vision was Jackson playing around his grave marker at Fort Logan Military Cemetary.  It brought tears to my eyes and was just….it sucked- it sucks and I feel for anyone that has lost a parent or someone they’ve grown up with.  At times, it doesn’t make sense to me how much it hurts…but it does.

So, that brings me to the aftermath of his death and thats been dealing with just that- death.  Honestly, its one thing when its a grandparent, or relative, but when its your own parent- its just SOO difficult to conceive that reality they will NEVER-ever, no matter how hard you try will EVER come back to say hi.  It blows my mind beyond all comprehension.  Even as a Christian, it still an absolute weird freaky thing I can’t comprehend.

Anyway….more to follow

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